Hey Hey,

Well, I lost my "Hair virginity" a couple weeks ago. I finally dyed my hair. I kept on meaning to write about it on here, but I never got around to it. I first did it a couple thursdays ago. I was walking through Sally's Beauty Supply (I had a $10 gift card) and I was trying to think of what to get. I had never been tempted to dye my hair before, but as I was walking down that aisle, i thought "hm..." I knew God wanted me to dye my hair when I finally chose the color I wanted and noticed that there was a "Buy 1 get 1 free" coupon right beside it, that way I could also buy my natural color,  just in case it turned out horrible, lol. So that was fun. It turned out to be much of the same color as my natural, so I went back to the store, and got something a lil different. That was definitely fun.

I have been working like a madman recently. Yesterday, except for an hour and 15 minutes, I worked from 9 in the morning till 10:15!! thats a whole 12 hour work day. That puts me ahead of my schedule to buy a car with all my extra hours.  If everything goes according to my plan, I'll be able to buy a car in July.

I've been doing so much deep thinking recently. Thinking about everything. There's been lots of re-evaluating, analyzing,  and deeeeeeeeeeeeep thinking (may I reiterate). I hate being at a place of indecision. I always want to just go a way, even if it's the wrong way, just because I hate that place of indecision. *Sigh* life....I love it, but it can be slightly irritating at times.

Don't Wanna Miss a Thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

This song is soooo great! It's "Don't wanna miss a thing" by Aerosmith. I'm not usually a sappy love song person, but just the way he sings this song is so incredible.

***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Haha. I just took this quiz that I have been told to take, and I definitely find it very interesting! lol. Well,  I'm off to work!

It Is Well With my Soul is one of my favorite hymns of all time. There something about it that says "No matter what the circumstance, I will choose to say that it is well with my soul"

THE LEAD BRAND REP. POSITION IS MINE!!!!!!!!! I am so incredibly excited!!! I have wanted this for a while now, but it just recently became possible. My manager told me that the postion is mine yesterday. I think God knew that yesterday was a hard day for me, and that I needed something to brighten my day.

Please pray for a girl that I used to go to school with. She had a horrible car accident, and there is absolutely no chance of survival. Brain tissues are torn, her kidneys are failing, both lungs collapsed, she died twice already, but they revived her. Its such a sad and seemingly hopeless situation, but I'm holding on to the fact that God has a plan in all of this, even if it isnt apparent.

I saw The New World at 10 last night. It was seriously a horrible movie if you couldnt relate to it. It's pretty bad when your sitting in this movie and you find yourself relating to Pocahantas. I cried all through it, just because I felt so connected to it, and could relate. I actually even left the theater for a second. I was actually so upset that when we get home last night, I cried and then threw up in the bathroom. Great way to start out Valentines, huh?

Anyway....

....Whatever my lot, thou hast taught me to say,

It is well,

It is well with my soul.